up to speed

et me get you there.

First of all a big fuck you to all my myspace friends. I was away for almost 2 days and returned to not a single email or myspace messages. That's depressing.

Second of all I would like to be a bit redundant and blog about the subject of blogs. Very few people subscribe to my blogs (jerks!). Included in those is a random private profile with the name "No". I cannot see their profile so I know nothing about them. That creeps me out a bit. Now lets talk about he people who don't subscribe to my blog. That doesn't bother me, mind you, except that far more people read my blog than subscribe to it. Usually around 50 for every blog. My only complaint is: I would like to know who you are. Sometimes I want to talk about people in my blog and I am always a bit hazy on exactly how cryptic I have to be and how much I can just come out and say. Believe me, if I had my way I would blog every detail of my life for all the world to see as I find it cathartic, however, often caution and discretion win out and I just disguise and code the events in question. For example, this weekend I tried really hard to help a friend out with something, I did a lot of leg work to make something happen, and she rejected it. Now I really wish you knew what I was talking about, but unfortunately only she's gonna get that reference. Not very productive, since I already bitched to her about the silver platter. Also, I saw some things that reminded me why I stopped doing something I shouldn't have been doing anyway and I found it disturbing. Or that I had to give up an opportunity I would have liked to take in order to be a good person. Any idea what that means? Of course not! But I can't come out and say directly what happened because I CAN'T TALK ABOUT THE PEOPLE INVOLVED!!!!! Even if they don't read it it's still not nice.

Ah fuck it I'll just talk about science some more.