Sick

f someone knows the secret to not getting sick i wish you would let me in on it. i'm sick of getting sick. anyway. went out last night against my better judgement cause my friend was really jonesin. I owed her one for going out with me when she didn't want to. I only had, like, 4 beers in 4 hours. I think i might have had 1 cigarette. Actually 2. I think it was the claustrophobic smoke of the Sandy Hut that did it. And now I am too sick to function and my good friends' reception is tonight. I'm not gonna go. no choice. Still waiting to hear back from NYC. Keep your fingers crossed.