Sick

i am wiping my nose with phone book pages cause i ran out of tp. i have a stuffed up nose and lung butter, even though i haven't smoked in 4 days. I thought that would make the whole thing easier, but i'm still sicker than i've been in a while. I had to get my shift covered tonight even though i really wanted to work. Fuck i hate being sick. I really haven't smoked in 4 days which is 3 more than i've gone in 9 years. Even though i'm only a 1 cig a day smoker 'cept for the weekends (when i smoke considerably than one a day). Really is making it hard for me to feel any difference. Someone bring me some toilet paper, i'm going back to bed.